Yeah, you have hurt me multiple times.
But you know what? I still cherished our friendship. It wasn't fake or pointless.
I don't know, perhaps I felt it was time I let you know how I felt. How you've upset me countless times. Those kinds of things, you don't keep inside. That's when things get terribly, terribly ugly. And it got a bit ugly between us. I know that. But you were flawed in the way you treated me, and seem not to have known me too well in the way you approached the subject in others. But that's water under the bridge and if you don't want to accept the fact that you were wrong, then so be it. I'm sure as hell not perfect, but I'd never even dream of treating someone so bad.
At the same time, and I know this may be hard for you to believe, but I still love you to death. To bits and pieces, because I know you can be such a sweet and genuine person. Perhaps you don't handle hardships well at all because you seem to be facing them a bunch, but I will always love you. Whether this be an end in our friendship, or merely a break so we can refresh and come out stronger and more aware, then that's cool. But just know that I still love you.
<3
deliciously wired
[Genetically Enriched]
23 August 2007 @ 10:20 pm
Defend Love + Justice
21 August 2007 @ 09:55 pm
I don't consider you a friend at all.
Not once have you ever truely treated me like one, either; I've always been your ragdoll. You bitch at me, call me names, disrespect me, ignore me. How could you possibly call that friendship? I've put up with it because I thought you might possibly change, but you only continued to use me. But I'm going to have to stop it. A friend wouldn't take out her anger on one friend in particular, as if I was your punching bag. Death is such a hard thing, I understand, but because you are experiencing pain you have to inflict that pain on others around you? If you aren't feeling good, no one is? In moments of tragedy, you rely on friends. Not drown them in your own pain.
I've been there for you every moment you've needed it. But I guess that really didn't mean a lot to you. And it sucks, because I know you genuinely must be a good person deep down. Unfortunately, I haven't seen that quite yet. The psychic did tell me I couldn't depend on anyone, that my kindness would be my downfall and that I should let go of those negative influences. I knew she was right.
Not once have you ever truely treated me like one, either; I've always been your ragdoll. You bitch at me, call me names, disrespect me, ignore me. How could you possibly call that friendship? I've put up with it because I thought you might possibly change, but you only continued to use me. But I'm going to have to stop it. A friend wouldn't take out her anger on one friend in particular, as if I was your punching bag. Death is such a hard thing, I understand, but because you are experiencing pain you have to inflict that pain on others around you? If you aren't feeling good, no one is? In moments of tragedy, you rely on friends. Not drown them in your own pain.
I've been there for you every moment you've needed it. But I guess that really didn't mean a lot to you. And it sucks, because I know you genuinely must be a good person deep down. Unfortunately, I haven't seen that quite yet. The psychic did tell me I couldn't depend on anyone, that my kindness would be my downfall and that I should let go of those negative influences. I knew she was right.
05 April 2007 @ 09:31 pm
Today was the science club's (yes, I'm in the science club) annual trip. This year, we went to the Atlanta Zoo. We had to be @ school at, like, 6:30 in the AM. It was SOOO EARLY. I met w/ Tara + Julie + Rebecca (Also Mr. A, his creepy wife and kids). Imani met us in Atlanta because she's visiting her nice (and veeery rich) aunt. It was interesting. Photos are in the cut! Public so everyone can view them.~
( ATL ZOO PHOTOS )
05 March 2007 @ 06:31 pm
SHIT.
My myspace got hacked. Add my new one:
http://www.myspace.com/bubblepopelectron
I'm going to be much more careful with my friends, just to keep it tidy.
My myspace got hacked. Add my new one:
http://www.myspace.com/bubblepopelectron
I'm going to be much more careful with my friends, just to keep it tidy.
